"I hate my adopted family!"
I wish i were never adopted to this dumb family. I hate this family so much, i just can't take it anymore. I really hate my birth brother. He needs to stay out of my business, and leave me the hell alone! My adopted mom thinks now that im her daughter, she can tell me that i will end up just like my mother. doing drugs, and killing myself. Fuck her! Fuck everyone in this 'so' called family! Mother of the yea, my ass! My adopted mom films me when im frusterated. With her stupid i-phone. i wish she would have never gotten that. Its come to the point where my mom litery attacked me because i called her a bitch for taking my computer chord because iw as on facebook. She says i cant be on facebook because of all teh drama , and she doesnt want our family business out. FUCK HER! I need to talk about this, because im sick of coming home everyday to the same thing EVERYDAY! back to my sister hating me, my brother being a little nosy bitch, and my little sister scared of me. Scared of m e because i have to defend myself when my mom hits me, and films me on her i-phone. WHat would you do if your mom was filming you crying, and upset and angry? What would you do if you were trapped in the corner when your birth brother was trying to protect your mom, who was by the way telling me that i was an ugly bitch, and that i'll end up just like my mother. I told her i wanted out, and she said that i'll have to stay here forever. FUCK THAT SHIT! When im 18, im otu of this shit load house. I hate this family. At christmas, my mom bought me all this make-up because i wanted make-up so i could fit in at school. Th e next day she ruins it all, and i have to go to school with the same old ugly mackenzie. Just becaus emy adopted mom is a fat, ugly, old bitch doesn't mean she can take away my right to be a teen! She told me that never in her whole years of foster care, and adoption she never had a daughter like me. And she says she wants to build a stronger relationshhip with me? FUCK THAT TOO. If you want to build a stronger relationships, stop being such a bitch all the time! My brother & i have anger managment issues. Its come up to the point where he kneed me in the face, and my teeth got knocked in, and my nose started to bleed all over the floor. He said he was sorry, which he wasnt because he was being abitch the next day. My adopted mom wouldn' ttalk to me for a week, and she even told me she made a mistake adopting me. I hate my life so much, my love life too. I don't feel beautful. I think im ugly, and i am! My adopted mom told me so. And my brother too. I guess i am ugly, and i guess i will end up like my mom at this rate if this stuff keeps happening. I am tempted to get high and escape from this world because i can't take it. I cant take the beatings anymore. They say im dramtic, and that im playing the victim role. THEY NEVER LISTEN TO ME. THEY NEVER HEAR ME OUT. My mom is just a niave bitch, and i hate her. Im never gonna live my dream as a muscian, or live my dreams ata ll because she never helps me. Its all about her, she even said that. I have so much to say. I hate the fact that i cant have a normal social life. I cant have a boyfriend because im ugly. I hate the fact that im suicidal, but i just want to escape. Thats how my mother did it. Tied a sheet around her neck. I wish i could go in a less painful, quick and easy way. But once i die, nobody will care. They'll probably still be saying how much of a dramatic bitch i was for killing myself.